Saturday, 11 June 2011

6 months coming up

This week my 5th ad 6th grade teachers came to a decision to split my classes up, quite independent of one another, but the same idea shone through.  I will take the more advanced kids and keep them going through the stuff I have been set to do and they will take the slower kids and teach them more fundamental things.  Now kids are always going have different levels of ability, however the difference is quite drastic at my school.  For instance there are some kids in the the 5th grade that can almost hold a conversation with me in English, all be it very basic and then there are some who are still trying to understand the alphabet.  This is not to say that any of the kids are stupid, rather that in a small rural area as mine there are a lot of kids coming from broken homes, plus society here is not driven in the same manner as other parts of the country.  Anyway all that just boild down to me getting better classes.  I do like the kids that I won't be teaching for a couple of weeks, but I can be more lively and run through a variety of things with the kids that can keep up.  I had my first lesson with the 6th graders and it wemnt really well, they seemed to enjoy themselves and so did I.  I hope the 5th grade class is just as good and that these good classes continue.

Now it's not all hunky dory of course.  While I do have these great classes from time to time, I am still subjected to having classes with kids that don't want to learn.  There are some kids in the 5th grade that have no intention of doing any of the work I set them in the after school classes.  The issue of discipline comes into play here.  The kids that come to this have a very low level of English and I think that that is the problem, they have not done very well in the class and turned away from it.  The only way they will even consider doing the lesson is if it is basically just a bunch of games, however English games require a certain amount of preamble, which they will not allow.  So in short I am unable to get them to do anything of actual value, which means they will just play games and then depart, if anything mildly challenging arises they will certainly depart.  I think also it has a certain amount to do with peer pressure, when the 3 girls come together they are worse, than if just one were to show up.

Today I went to Busan to meet up with Matt as ever.  We were not in line to do anything in particular.  However, however when I met up with Matt this time he was helping out two fellas.  These guys were from an engineering firm based in the UK and they were out in Korea working on a ship.  They're only staying in Korea for a month this time around, so we hung out for the day.  They did a bit of shopping for their families and I couldn't believe the amount of money they were able to just hand over and it seemly meant nothing.  After some shopping we had a meal, which came free from them as they said they could claim it back on expenses, that was cool.  The two guys were really down to earth guys and if they are in the area any time soon, we'll maybe hang out again.

On Sunday I will have been in the country for 6 months, a couple of days later I will have been teaching for 6 months.  I am half way through my contract.  I have to say that these 6 months have not been the easiest in my life, ha, no they have most probably been the hardest.  I am in a country where I do not speak the language and I have generally failed to increase the small level I do command.  I am in an alien culture,  with alien foods and few comforts of home.  The town I live in is very small and has few English speakers and the only excitement to be found lies with walking in the hills or drinking one's self into a stupor.  I experience a great deal of racism on many levels in my daily life.  I had a terrible experience that none should have to go through, by means of an earthquake rather than the holiday that I had paid so much for and really wanted to have with my family and finally I have issues with the restrictions placed on how I may teach and what I may do.  Yet it is not all doom and gloom, I am earning large amounts of money, gaining experience in many walks of life, meeting some new people and I like my teachers and students for the most part.  All I can say is that I do not love it here, but I do not hate it either.  Life here is just...meh.

I can hope that things will get better in the next 6 months.  I doubt this very much, but I can hope at least that life remains tolerable.  Yet I can at least look forward to my planned visit to the US to meet up with friends when I am done here.

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